Wanting to Be Known

In a film I recently watched, a young man asked a woman he was getting to know what she was looking for in a husband. Her response was not one you commonly hear. She simply said:

“I would like to find somebody who I felt knew me very well. I want to be known very well by somebody.”

This statement possibly embodies the deepest desire of the human heart since the beginning of creation. It doesn’t necessarily have to be a romantic relationship—whether the need for connection and acceptance is filled by a parent, sibling, friend or life partner, don’t we all long for the type of relationship in which we can be fully known? Wouldn’t it be wonderful if we never felt like we have to hide parts of ourselves to be loved and accepted by others?

Sadly, in seeking out the fulfilment of this need, many people end up putting their trust or hope in relationships or activities that actually have the opposite effect, leaving them feeling ashamed, empty and disappointed. And that perpetuates the cycle of looking for one’s own worth in all the wrong places.

Others may feel satisfied that they have that kind of intimate relationship in their lives and put all their hopes on that one person. This can also be a set-up for disappointment. There is only one guaranteed way to fill the need to be known.

We sometimes forget that we already are known—and loved—fully. There is Someone who knows us “very well” because He made us. We may feel, however, that God cannot fulfil our need for intimacy because He’s too far away and not in the flesh. I am coming to the conclusion that this assumption is the result of not knowing God ourselves.

In Philippians 3:10, Paul said that he wanted to know Christ. Jesus prayed in the garden: “Now this is eternal life: that they know you, the only true God, and Jesus Christ, whom you have sent.” (John 17:3) There are many other Bible verses that talk about the importance of knowing God, His Word and His love. The amazing thing is that it is possible to know God personally and intimately.


If the young woman in the movie was not willing to know her future husband as well as she expected him to know her, that relationship would not survive for long. In the same way, we cannot expect God’s knowledge of us to be enough to experience joy and peace in our Christian walk. We must be willing to invest the time and effort to get to know Him as well.

I encourage you to read Psalm 139:1-16 for extra reassurance about how well God knows you, His dearly beloved! 🙂


1. You can download three colouring freebies that I created for Tyndale right here! You’ll find a calendar for May, a simple Mother’s Day card and a doodle that you can share on social media.

2. You can also print out and enjoy this free colouring page! (Click on the image to enlarge it.)

Serenity Prayer

3. Local friends, don’t forget that the Restore My Soul book launch and colouring party is coming up on Saturday, May 7! Here’s a link to the event information page on Facebook: www.facebook.com/events/1513355205636290. Please let me know if you need more details.

4. Check out my latest feature in the May/June issue of In Touch magazine!


Made in Vietnam

“In 2008, Bob Roberts Jr. picked up a chair used during a prayer meeting the night before and noticed a sticker that made him weep. It didn’t bear an inspiring message or Bible verse. It wasn’t a cheery smile or heart. It was a manufacturer’s label that simply indicated where the chair had been made: Vietnam”


That’s it for today! 🙂 Before I sign off: Please be sure to connect with me on Instagram if you use that app. I’m at www.instagram.com/annhovsepian.

See you later!


Restore My Soul!

Tomorrow’s the big day… the day my first devotional colouring book is released! (It’s already been showing up on store bookshelves and people’s mailboxes so tomorrow’s really only the *official* release date at this point.) 🙂 There are already a couple of five-star reviews on Amazon including this gem:

“I would highly recommend this coloring book! I was drawn to all of Ann-Margret Hovsepian’s art work in Whatever is Lovely. She was my favorite artist in that book, so I was thrilled to see she came out with her own! The best part is the devotionals that go along with each coloring page.”

Don’t have a copy yet? Not sure whether you want to order one? Have a sneak peek at the book, thanks to this free download provided by my publisher. If you do have a copy, I’d love it if you posted a review on Amazon (or your bookstore of choice). Thanks!

You can also listen to this recent interview during which I chat about the inspiration behind this book, my journey as an author and my favourite colouring tools.

In the next few days, you’ll also be able to print out a couple of colouring freebies so be sure to watch for those links! I’ll share them here and on Facebook.

Know what else? I have a few more colouring projects in the works, which I’ll tell you about in the coming weeks. It’s going to be a fun ride so buckle up!

My next blog post will be less news-y and more reflection-y. Promise!

In With the Old, In With the New

First, some seasonal thoughts, and then I’ve got a wee update (as promised in my last post) below.

A common expression we hear around the end of each year is “Out with the old, in with the new.” However, the “wrong” title of my post is actually in reference to something I was thinking about some time ago.

I usually start listening to Christmas music about the third or fourth week of November. Over the years, I’ve noticed that there is always new Christmas music being written and produced — or old songs being redone in a “fresh” new way. We like new things, especially in our Western society where we have short attention spans and get bored of the same thing quickly.

What a challenge it must be for preachers preparing their Christmas sermons, knowing that their listeners might be thinking, “Yeah, yeah, I’ve heard this a hundred times before.” How many different ways can you present the same story, the same message? How many new twists can you give to something so familiar? Do we really need to?

I enjoy new things as much as anyone else, but I am also a lover of vintage treasures and antiques. I cannot throw anything out without first looking at it  and asking myself, “Can I reuse this? Can I salvage and recycle any part of this for some other purpose?” For example, I never toss a magazine without first going through all the pages to pull out any that I can craft into a pretty envelope or use to wrap small gifts.

Of course, even more important than old things are old (or, to be more polite, elderly) people. I hope none of us ever looks for ways to get rid of or “redo” a loved one just because they’ve passed a certain age! No, we cherish them the way they are and sometimes even listen to the same story for the 43rd time. We do this because we recognize the blessing that these people are.

What about the Word of God? What about the two-millennia-old story of Jesus’ birth? Do we really need to try to give it a makeover? I don’t think so!

I do believe, however, that when we hear the old, old story retold, if we listen with an open and seeking heart, God will make it new for us. Christmas becomes fresh and relevant to us when we change, not when we change the music, the props  and the message.

This Christmas, I pray you will enjoy the old… and the new!

christmas divider

And now to let you know what I’ve been up to for the past several months: Over the summer, with the encouragement of persuasive friends, I submitted a proposal for a devotional colouring book to a few publishers. After the usual sitting-at-the-edge-of-my-seat wait, I heard back from Tyndale House. They wanted my book! Amazingly, I got word the very next day from WaterBrook Multnomah asking me to contribute five drawings to a multi-artist colouring book called Whatever Is Lovely (released last week on December 15).

My own book, Restore My Soul, will be released on April 1, 2016. It features 40 devotions, each accompanied by a colouring page that urges the reader to meditate on and respond to the reading, whether that’s right away or during a re-visit later. Please check it out and go ahead and pre-order it! Details about Restore My Soul, including purchase options, and all my other books can be found here. Stay tuned to hear about an exciting book launch / colouring party I’m organizing. In the meantime, here’s a peek at the first of my book covers that I designed myself:


A couple of other fun things that have been happening:

  1. I’m in love with the astoundingly beautiful art magazine Uppercase and am tickled red (I don’t like pink) that (a) one of my tiny doodles will be included in the 2016 Uppercase calendar and (b) my Puffy Christmas Tree tutorial was featured in a recent Uppercase e-newsletter.
  2. I’ve been invited to teach two workshops next April (which is also book launch month… whew!) First, I’ll be teaching about “Fearless Freelancing” at the 2016 Evangelical Press Association convention and then, a few weeks later, I’ll be at the Canadian Baptist Women of Ontario & Quebec annual conference, leading a class on incorporating colouring into one’s quiet times. At past events I taught workshops on Creative Devotions so this is a great follow-up. I’m excited about both these opportunities!

If you haven’t yet, please “like” my Facebook page (we recently passed 1,000 followers… hooray!) and enjoy daily inspiration.

See you next time!


Thoughts on Eternity

I know, I know… It’s been an eternity since I last posted on my blog. So sorry, folks! But I think I might have a good reason. Lots of exciting things have been happening around here and I will be telling you about some of it very soon. Let me just give you a two-word hint for now: COLOURING BOOKS! Oh yeah… *insert joyous Snoopy dance … or Hobbes dance … whichever you prefer!*

Until my next update (which I promise will be before the end of the year), here’s a little something I wrote the other day for my church newsletter. I hope it inspires you. If it does, please leave a comment and share this with a friend!

Thoughts on Eternity

One of the fir trees behind our house, which was barely two feet tall when my father planted it over 30 years ago, had grown to about five storeys high. On June 23, the top seven feet broke off, mercifully falling into our second-storey patio instead of on top of my sister’s car on the other side of our fence. The top two feet or so of the portion that broke off weighed at least 50 pounds, by our estimation. The full seven feet must have weighed at least 200 pounds.

Here’s a little gallery of the photos I took after the treetop tumbled:

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I find it a bit ironic that firs are evergreens but even this hardy tree, which has withstood many winters and storms, was vulnerable under the weight of its own cones. The burden was too great and it cracked.

When Isaiah said, “The grass withers and the flowers fall, but the word of our God endures forever” (40:8), even evergreens were not counted as exceptions. Every created thing, whether human or natural, is finite. From the instant melting of delicate snowflakes to the gradual erosion of majestic mountains, nothing on earth is immune to deterioration.

This serves to highlight the truth and profundity of Isaiah’s proclamation about God’s word. Contrary to what’s on earth, everything about God is infinite and eternal—His power, His wisdom, His holiness, His love. He is not bound by space. He is not limited by time. Nothing can stop Him or contain Him.

Don’t we all long to be that free? Don’t we long to be unburdened of the shackles that weigh us down and slow us down? We want to be strong, pure, brave, wise and good, and we want to live forever? Why is that?

First of all, we must remember that we have all been created in God’s image (Genesis 1:27). Secondly, as King Solomon put it in Ecclesiastes 3:11, “He has made everything beautiful in its time. He has also set eternity in the human heart; yet no one can fathom what God has done from beginning to end.”

This hope of eternity, the promise of eternal life, is what keeps us going. As we celebrate Christ’s birth this month, we must remember why He came to earth: to become the sacrifice that would provide a way for us to be reconciled to God and be saved for eternity. John 3:16 says it all: “For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.”

The POW!er of Words

“The words of the reckless pierce like swords, but the tongue of the wise brings healing.” (Proverbs 12:18)

When watching hockey, soccer or most other sports, the person we generally pay the least attention to is actually quite vital to how the game proceeds. The referee is important because he is, in theory, neutral. In any sport, the referee isn’t visibly rooting for either team and he can—or should—be perfectly fair when making decisions about things like penalties, fouls and so on. For the fans watching the match, he’s not one of the good guys, but he’s also not one of the bad guys.

Many other things in life are neutral. For example, money can be used to build hospitals, provide disaster relief or give access to education, or it can be used to traffic drugs (or people), silence a witness or buy power. Fire can be used to cook a steak or to burn down a forest or a house. A knife can be used to slice watermelon or to kill someone. The Internet can be used to share good news or to pollute minds and destroy lives.

Words, by themselves, are neutral too. But, just like money, fire, knives and the Internet, if they’re used the wrong way, they can really hurt someone. God wants you to use your words to comfort and love others, to build them up and to speak truth to them, not to destroy them or tear them down.


Destructive words can take on many forms, such as lies, gossip, slander, criticism, mocking, cursing, sarcasm and nagging. Edifying words can include praise, prayer, words from Scripture and even helpful correction. What makes our words powerful is their finality. Once spoken, they cannot be unspoken.

Author Jodi Picoult once said:

“Words are like eggs dropped from great heights; you can no more call them back than ignore the mess they leave when they fall.”

This week, consider the words that come out of your mouth, no matter who you’re speaking to. May the Lord give us all tongues that bring healing.

“May these words of my mouth and this meditation of my heart be pleasing in your sight, Lord, my Rock and my Redeemer.” (Psalm 19:14)

If you want to remember this verse, feel free to “borrow” this graphic for your Facebook cover photo (also added to the freebie page here):

psalm 19 14

My Heart, Christ’s Home

Over a dozen years ago, I read a little booklet called My Heart, Christ’s Home, written by Robert Boyd Munger in 1951. It is a challenging meditation about Christian discipleship with estimates that more than 10 million have read it. When I read it the first time, it reminded me of basic truths that I need my attention drawn to every now and again.

home-40700_1280Imagine Jesus coming to the home of your heart when you receive Him as your Saviour. As He moves from room to room, what does He see?

In the library, are you embarrassed to let Him see what is on the shelves?

In the dining room, what’s on the menu? What appetites do you try to satisfy there? Do you allow Christ to replace your secular fare with His soul-satisfying food and drink?

In the workroom, does He find that you are using your gifts and talents for His glory or are your tools rusting and collecting dust?

Do you even allow Him into the rec room where you go for fun and leisure activities? Is it a place you would feel comfortable inviting Him to hang out with you?

What about the bedroom? Are your relationships pure and godly? Will you consider His guidelines, keeping in mind He gives them out of His love for you and not to stifle you?

Is there anything rotting in your hall closet that you’ve hidden away? Will you let Him clean it out?

The living room is the ideal place to meet with Him for fellowship. But do you visit with Him regularly, talking and sharing or does He sit there waiting for you to make some time for Him?

I love Munger’s interpretation of what Jesus might say:

“The trouble is that you have been thinking of the quiet time of Bible study and prayer as a means for your own spiritual growth. This is true, but you have forgotten that this time means something to me also. Remember, I love you. At a great cost I have redeemed you. I value your fellowship. Just to have you look up into my face warms my heart. Don’t neglect this hour if only for my sake. Whether or not you want to be with me, remember I want to be with you. I really love you!”

Jesus may be your Saviour—but have you truly made Him Lord of your life, of your heart… His home?

♥ Note: You can read the entire text of My Heart, Christ’s Home here. It’s only six pages long.

The Most Expensive Bowl of Soup in History

Several years ago, I almost skipped a Tuesday-night Bible study at my church—something I just about never do. I wasn’t feeling very well but there was a bit more to it than that. I guess I had the “blahs” and was welcoming an excuse to stay home. I ended up going late because I overslept when I took a much-needed nap, but I did go. God had a plan and He wasn’t going to let me off easy!

When I slipped into my seat after arriving, I opened my Bible to the chapter we had been studying and immediately saw this passage from Hebrews 12:

14- Make every effort to live in peace with all men and to be holy; without holiness no one will see the Lord. 15- See to it that no one misses the grace of God and that no bitter root grows up to cause trouble and defile many. 16- See that no one is sexually immoral, or is godless like Esau, who for a single meal sold his inheritance rights as the oldest son. 17- Afterward, as you know, when he wanted to inherit this blessing, he was rejected. He could bring about no change of mind, though he sought the blessing with tears.

What a powerful message! How many times have you and I given up blessings from the Lord over a “bowl of soup”—a moment’s pleasure, a foolish diversion, tasteless entertainment? How many of us, like I almost did, give up opportunities for spiritual growth just because we feel too lazy to do the right thing? Worse still, how many people are giving up their inheritance for even less than a bowl of soup? For life-threatening poison such as sinful indulgences or bitter resentments?

Esau’s story isn’t just the makings of a neat little Sunday School lesson. Paul, in writing to the Hebrews, used Esau’s example to convict believers of sin and to warn them of the consequences of taking God’s gift of grace for granted.

When Esau begged Jacob for a meal, that was the most important thing on his mind. It was an instinctive cry to have his immediate needs met. But he acted foolishly. He devalued the importance of his inheritance in order to find physical satisfaction.


We scoff at Esau’s obvious lack of wisdom, don’t we? Yet aren’t we guilty of the same lapses in judgment? Aren’t we guilty of placing greater importance on temporal, physical gains than on eternal, spiritual aspirations?

Learn a lesson from Esau. Don’t give up your inheritance for a bowl of soup!

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